Saturday, January 28, 2012

Fooled again


you girl,

come back while there is still time
its fallacy to go ahead
he doesnt care
he never will
he just loves you to warm your bed

come back to where my thoughts were warm
come back to my pen and ink
he doesnt care
he never will
you are teetering on the brink

come back to my empty heart
i have never asked anything of you
i have never wanted,
never expected
my love for you is true...

oh what is love
i do not know
dont ask me to define
dont ask me if i can prove myself
to you this worth of mine
dont ask me how i survive
how i pass each moment each day

those days seem so distant now
you've changed a lot by the rule
a simple smile, a cheerful voice
i wonder if i'd been a fool

i write no longer
no songs or such
its gone, that thing in me
while you were there
there was a desire to live
to further see

but what will i see,
with whom to share
if what i loved has died
what does it matter
if i don't show
how dead i am inside

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